...i've had but couldn't keep... this is the verse from the velvet underground song "pale blue eyes". have you ever had a beautiful thing that you couldn't keep? yeah, i guess i can never keep those beautiful things, coz the beauty only exists in a wink. but how sad the melancholy of lost will keep haunting in my mind for a very long time. those flashbacks are beautiful but somehow they cut me like knife. um life, the more beauty you wanna see the more bitterness you’re going to taste.

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